Facing A Fake Reality

At times the only thing keeping us from shutting of that dim light which we call our lives is us trying to find a reason not to. Figuring out if we want to be selfish and or living with the pains of which we already suffer. This is the true question. Your own happiness or…

Perfect Poetry…

Originally posted on Quest Chronicles:
I am a Box Here I am in a Box No Not in a den for a Fox To Small for an Ox ? I sit There Waiting for Anything to Happen No Spark to Flare This is Where I Have Been ? Then I was Out Like a Plant…

Originally posted on Wild River Jumper:
No rules Only structure No expectation Only precedence No destination Only choices No answers Only understanding ? – Torres del Paine, Patagonia, Chile

Depression

Some people have no where to go  Looking from left to right Up and down Tying to find an objective to accomplish But why? If all they know is how to listen What makes them so special? How can they work or operate? Confusion is a curse given to those who aren’t weak What a…

My Unique Love Letter

My Unique Love Letter Dear Susannah, On this beautiful Valentines Day I’m currently deciding on what to cook. I’d usually be hanging out with my friends but not anymore. You see for the past two years one month and twenty seven days I’ve been “working”. Well, at least that’s what I tell everyone. “Working”, is…

This is not a “Christmas post”

No I’m not going to write sappy Christmas post; because those are cliché. I get a strange feeling walking around seeing the faces that are usually coated with gloom and hatred, replaced by cheer and liveliness. It’s as if there is something in the air, an instead of it bringing sickness  it decides to bring…

DISTRESS

Only a few words can describe this feeling. But I’ve fought hard not to think about them. I wear this mask to hide my actual appearance. So you only see the “happiness” that is not.

DIFFERENCE

You see, whether you like it or not. I’m going to do whatever I want. I’m going to walk, talk, speak and act however I want. I’m going to purposely not do what I’m told to do. Only because it defines me as an individual. You may think of me as a nuisance. But that’s only…

Daydream

Not today, i’m constantly procrastinating Telling myself it’s not the right time Then I give in I sit in the same spot for hours Accomplishing nothing at all Well, not exactly I let my mind roam free Accessing thoughts and imaginative realities unheard of I’m now in a place where nothing matters A place where…

Alone

I sit and think about why. I would ask someone, but there’s no one around. I was an outcast. Someone who people thought was weird. Odd. Different. Strange. BUT WHY? What did I ever do? What could I have done? How could a single person possibly be exiled by everyone? What did I do to…

Afraid

I stand alone and cannot believe how afraid I am. My heart sinks, but I just stand here. Cold, emotionless. I keep on with my day. As time progresses things get worse. To the point where it almost seems unreal. I’m living in a terrible nightmare. When I sleep, I indulge in it more so….

Achieving EQUALITY

I’d just like to apologize for not writing and taking forever and a day to finally come up with something. You see the past 3-4 days have been extremely thoughtful and also very cheerful, but I couldn’t really let something go. That something is EQUALITY, it’s quite funny equality is something we all want but…