Breath

Breath Take a deep breath Feel your surroundings Close your eyes Let all fear leave your body This only happens once Your innocence will be no more Before you make this decision ask yourself Is this the right setting? Is this the right time? Is it even worth it? If you answered yes to all…

Drink Up

Drink Up One more shot wouldn’t hurt would it? Just one more drink I’m doing this because they said it was a good idea They said that it would heal my wounds They said that it would make me forget my problems But why do I feel worse? Why with every harsh sip I feel…

Wake Up

Wake Up Get ready for another day of downfall Get ready for everyone to disappoint you once more Get ready for the same constant stream of distress Get ready for every touch to be completely numb Get ready for your tears to fall even harder Get ready for that smile on your face to be…

My Hope

My Hope My hope It doesn’t rely on myself But on the actions of others It relies on the judgment I have for people It relies on dependability It relies on snakes, wolves and vultures It relies on anything that is not It relies on getting slapped in the face It relies on being used…

5:23 AM

I cannot sleep  I can only think about deep thoughts and sad memories I hate being alone Unfortunately my body is so accustomed to being so It shouldn’t be normal for me to have to go through so much 5:27 AM I think i’ll try to get some sleep now Once again falling asleep to…

Facing A Fake Reality

At times the only thing keeping us from shutting of that dim light which we call our lives is us trying to find a reason not to. Figuring out if we want to be selfish and or living with the pains of which we already suffer. This is the true question. Your own happiness or…

Depression

Some people have no where to go  Looking from left to right Up and down Tying to find an objective to accomplish But why? If all they know is how to listen What makes them so special? How can they work or operate? Confusion is a curse given to those who aren’t weak What a…

Alone

I sit and think about why. I would ask someone, but there’s no one around. I was an outcast. Someone who people thought was weird. Odd. Different. Strange. BUT WHY? What did I ever do? What could I have done? How could a single person possibly be exiled by everyone? What did I do to…

I was one of you before…

I was one of you before, so beautifully built. I was one of you before, until I took the chance. I was one of you before, never have I been so depressed. I was one of you before, I just don’t understand. I was one of you before, maybe forever isn’t long enough. I was one…