This is fun

This is fun So we’re just going to pretend that everything is okay I’m used to putting on a façade around others anyway At least I make it look good right? Oh, is that not what you want? Is this not what you asked for? Is there more you desire from this falsified sense of…

Routine…

ROUTINE Things become routine once you start to accept your surroundings Everyday activities seem to have no meaning to them You only hang around others to rid the pain of feeling alone It only works for a moment Sadly enough the routine of all this makes it even worse on yourself Now you’re trying to…

5:23 AM

I cannot sleep  I can only think about deep thoughts and sad memories I hate being alone Unfortunately my body is so accustomed to being so It shouldn’t be normal for me to have to go through so much 5:27 AM I think i’ll try to get some sleep now Once again falling asleep to…

The Act Of Caring

Supposedly when you care for someone you gather all of your emotions and put them toward the ones you care for. But what happens when you are the only one that cares? what happens when you fall down and reach your hand out in hopes of someone that you love to pick you up? what…