My One & Only

Love Heartache Happiness Misery Who shall I share it with Who can bare the confusion that is my life with me Who can honestly look me in the face and tell me that they love me but also not be afraid to punish me as well I want someone who is not only as strong…

Who am I?

Who am I? Someone who is afraid Scared Absolutely terrified of myself I am my own worst enemy I walk without any purpose at all I am nonexistent in everyone’s eyes My words have no power My sight is clouded by doses of whatever I can get my hands on I am an empty void…

Wake Up

Wake Up Get ready for another day of downfall Get ready for everyone to disappoint you once more Get ready for the same constant stream of distress Get ready for every touch to be completely numb Get ready for your tears to fall even harder Get ready for that smile on your face to be…

This is fun

This is fun So we’re just going to pretend that everything is okay I’m used to putting on a façade around others anyway At least I make it look good right? Oh, is that not what you want? Is this not what you asked for? Is there more you desire from this falsified sense of…

Facing A Fake Reality

At times the only thing keeping us from shutting of that dim light which we call our lives is us trying to find a reason not to. Figuring out if we want to be selfish and or living with the pains of which we already suffer. This is the true question. Your own happiness or…