My Hope

empty

My Hope

My hope

It doesn’t rely on myself

But on the actions of others

It relies on the judgment I have for people

It relies on dependability

It relies on snakes, wolves and vultures

It relies on anything that is not

It relies on getting slapped in the face

It relies on being used

It relies on being lied to

It relies not only on the situations around me but inside of me as well

My hope

Relies too often

Relies on things that it shouldn’t

Relies on people it should not

Relies on feelings that are only misery

Relies on anguish

My hope

Isn’t really hope at all

Just another part of my life relying on a lie to save me from myself

My hope…

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